Back For Good
I’ve been gone for a few months, not posting and not logging in. I didn’t feel lazy or not wanting to write, but I felt like something was holding me back. I tried to examine this feeling, and realize I was judging myself and felt guilt. Guilty that I haven’t post anything regularly, guilty that I still don’t know what I was doing after my year-long break from work, and guilty that I maybe slowly walking away from my journey.
Well, luckily I was strong enough to keep myself going, and things started to fall into the right places and I feel more at peace now. I would like to continue on this journey, and I’m back to writing and sharing more information and experiences.
About my work status, I started freelancing back in Nov last year and this opportunity turned into a part time role. With much thinking and my conscious mind trying to hold me back, I was able to break out of it and just let myself go with it, and this opportunity is turning into a full time role. This position just felt right, and I feel so blessed and grateful for it.
Suddenly things just seemed more aligned for me. The job itself is interesting and I feel that I can learn a lot from it. It is not one of those crazy jobs that require long hours, so it definitely allows me to have a lot of “me-time” to continue with my spiritual work. It also just came in time to support me financially so that I can continue going to workshops for self-improvements and self-growth.
My inner self is telling me that I need to do this and keep writing. Perhaps this is also a way for me to grow and learn, we’ll see. My intention for now for this blog is to continue contributing more learnings and share more experiences to hopefully shed light on others that’s on the same path, or even just to attract more like-minded people to read and share.
That’s it for now, a lot more to come…